I
think you’ll enjoy this beautifully-written record of a visit to Arran by my
friend Lynne Emmerson:
The
Glorious Significance of Quiet
The
moment I step onto the sodden deck of the rusty Cal-Mac ferry, some way out of
Ardrossan harbour, I start to wonder – what am I doing, why am I travelling as
far from my usual city-life as I can get?
And
yet … I feel my cares starting to wash away in all that greyness - the damp
mist and the stinging spray flung up as the wind sweeps across the tops of
mercurial waves. I can hardly tell what is sea, and what is sky. There’s just a
slightly darker line like an artist’s smudged pencil mark.
The
lonesome cries of gulls, following the ferry in the hope of a fatty
carbohydrate tit-bit or two, cut through my city armour and pierce deep inside
me evoking a strange unidentifiable longing. I stand alone, hot tears of
indeterminate source blending with rain and spray, and wonder about my own
tit-bits to come, awaiting me across that empty seething sound.
The
movement of the water is strangely hypnotic, conjuring up images of gigantic
beasts, breathing in and out, in and out; beware leviathan sleeping. In profound empathy I match its rhythms, cleansing
my lungs with fresh, if somewhat sea- and rain-saturated, Scottish air; gasping
slightly with the cold.
Driving
off the ferry (it’s still raining) I take the eastern coastal road towards the
delightfully named bay of rowan (Lochranza) situated in the north of the Isle
of Arran. At first, the road winds around tiny rocky bays populated by busy
waterfowl, whinging gulls and even a fat seal or two lounging amongst the
rocks. Already I’m singing as I pass tiny coastal villages before following the
road up and onto the moors.
Up
here, the scenery is majestic but looks worn, as if it has battled the elements
for millennia. There are few buildings and not a single other vehicle before or
behind me. I’ve never been anywhere so empty. As I drive, the clouds break at
last revealing a lone golden eagle gliding on the air streams with sunlight
glinting on his enormous wingspan. I’m surprised how privileged I feel.
On and
up the road meanders with barely room for two cars to pass, hardly a problem
today. Soon it will switch-back down towards Lochranza. For now the road twists
and turns as I steer around potholes and the odd supercilious sheep wandering,
for his or her own reasons, across from one stretch of vegetation to the other,
and which looks neither more nor less greener.
The
newly visible sun is highlighting the colours of this Scottish island
landscape. Everything is subdued, blurred and smudged as if an imaginary artist
has wiped her arm across a pastel drawing. My island-dwelling friend tells me
that Scotland has its own official palette of colours – delicate heathers and
subtle greens, soft silvers, peat browns and dilute blues – all just tinted
grey, really.
I
stop, get out, and look around at all this space, and I realise it’s true. Here
is my friend’s colour chart spread out before me; and, like an ancient bard, I
suddenly feel a deep-seated need to record Arran’s subtle beauty through art,
through poetry, within my dreams.
Paradoxically,
with the weight of gloom-laden clouds still draped heavily over the central
peaks, I feel my spirits lifting as the sun warms the moorland causing
occasional drifts of ephemeral mist. How soul-nourishing it is to feed on such
bounty, to rest one’s city-bred cynicism and allow consciousness to expand,
muscles (of the body and mind) to relax, and breathing to slow, in keeping with
a pace that has barely changed since pagan times: slow time.
In my mind’s
eye I imagine I can sense the hand of ancient deities in the blurred yet rugged
lines of the moors, the call of sea and moorland birds, the dark, mysterious
woodland down in the valley, the streams that bubble magically up from the
ground to trickle over beds of strewn rocks, and in the rain-fed waterfalls
cascading down from jagged impenetrable peaks at the islands centre. Other than
the sounds of nature it is strangely quiet. This is a land that sleeps with one
eye open, watching maybe for the next insecure, innocent city-dweller to
seduce. Can anyone, ever, better the artistry of wild nature?
Shaking
my head to release my poetic musings I recommence my journey down from the moors,
turning at last through the gates of my friend’s campsite where I’ll be staying
for the next few days. It nestles between two rolling bracken- and heather-clad
hillsides, and cannily opposite, on the west side of the road, the island’s
award-winning distillery.
The
campsite sits a short walk from Lochranza village, directly in line with one of
those typical box-like Scottish castles, ruined now but still standing sentinel
on its rock in the midst of the bay, surrounded by little bobbing boats.
Continuing beyond this, the road passes traditional cottages and modern
bungalows before turning left and travelling back down the west coast.
Around
the campsite grazes a herd of curious fawns and does, whilst I can hear the
stags bellowing their superiority, ownership and challenges from somewhere upon
the bracken-covered hillside. A red squirrel runs from behind a massive
horse-chestnut, dodging death by Chevrolet Matiz. I’ve only been on the island
a short while and I’ve already seen so much wildlife; I shake my city head in
wonder.
After
checking in and unloading my car I sit on the caravan step to enjoy a cup of
hot and much-needed caffeine. Gazing around my heart expands almost to
bursting-point as the sun sinks over the western hilltop, painting the loch and
surrounding hillsides in a metallic palette of gold, bronze, silver and steely
lavender-grey. Like some wild creature I lift my head and snuffle the air,
relishing its heather-fragrant, quiet noisiness that tastes and sounds so
different from city air. Surprising myself I let the mantle of responsibility
drop away as a mystical realisation dawns. I feel like I’ve come home.
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